Turning Point :)

I was lonely and depressed

I felt like killing myself

I was trying to hold on

But something had to go wrong

Friends came but misunderstood me

Later they fought with me

We all got separated

In the end I got hated

I thought my bestie would support me

But she also left me

I felt alone

My life was fully torn

The pain was increasing day by day

It wasn’t decreasing in any way

I decided to suicide

It was my only place to hide

When my friends came to know

They regretted and didn’t let me go

They said, “We care for u”

I said, “Do u’ll really do? “

Their sudden care and affection

Put me in a bitter confusion

But then I realized

That even I was a special part of their lives

We fixed our lives again

This time no sorrows, no pain

We promised we won’t do any mistake

And here’s my life’s second take ! :)  

                                                         - $ag$ ! 

Im Done !

Im finally giving up

Coz now I think

“Im done! “

I don’t want to live anymore

I can hold on no more

Im tired being strong

Coz people tell im always wrong

I can’t beg to my heart anymore

I can’t lie to it some more

I know giving up is a wrong choice

But for me it’s the only choice

I lost all my friends

And now im standing at the end

Please don’t hold me back for heaven sake

Coz im tired hearing, “Sags ur fake! “

I don’t know if people will miss me

But they’ve never cared for me

To tell the fact they hate me

And that’s why I wanna kill me

I know im not special

I don’t wanna prove it in actual

I don’t want to have any more fun

Coz now “Im done ! “

-          Sags !

The Wrong Guy

You came in my life as friend

And held my hand when I was at the end

U didn’t let me fall

U gave me hope again

I told u every little thing

U always heard me patiently

We spoke day and night

and u always cherished me with a smile

One fine day u proposed me

and u said u love me

It was a the happiest day of my life

Forever I decided to be ur wife

We couldn’t go a day without talking

We spent days and nights chatting

You gave me back my smile

But it was just for a while

Something somewhere went wrong

I had no idea what was really going on

Things started changing

The relationship started fading

You ignored me,

You hurt me

And somewhere u made me realize

That u started getting irritated by me

Things started getting worse

I felt I was cursed

I wanted to give up on you

But my heart didn’t allow me to hurt u

But u did hurt me

And there u left me

I cried for u

I think someday I’ll die for u !

Im yet waiting for u

Yes ! I do miss u

People said ur the wrong guy

And yes even I say that

And now its time to say a final good-bye !!

                                                                                                                    - Sags ! 

Life Hurts......

Something started breaking me
Life seemed falling apart
Wanted to tell someone
what was really going on

Loneliness started eating me
Ignorance started hurting me
Friends did bother to look at me
YES ! Life again slapped me.....

Life didn’t seem to change
People did blame
Friends came,
But just to put me in shame

Friends did hurt me
People started hating me
I wanted to kill ‘me’
But something seemed to stop me

Cruel world almost killed me
God didn’t come to save me
YES ! Expectations again hurt me

I thought I was a compulsion
In real I was just optional
The truth always hurts
And yes that’s why I say,
“Life Hurts”
    

                    -         $AG$ !